Annoyed

Today I am feeling annoyed. Bigtime.

This feeling is focused on everyone in the world who seems to think that everyone is online 24/7. This everyone includes newspaper contests, radio stations, tv shows and even my friends whom I love dearly.
I'm going through a tough spot right now. I'm bored. I'm lonely. I'm anxious about all the bills that need to be paid and the permanent job I still don't have. My summer contract is a long way off. I'm depressed. I'm sad that I've been sick since baby O.H. was born and thus I haven't been out to see him yet. I feel excluded from a social life because I'm not online. I'm irritated at my boyfriend for not doing much around the house or the yard and that he doesn't seem to care and yet he bitches at me for not doing .... whatever. I know he's been working his ass off at work and that it's up to me to pick up the slack at home. Still, tho' a little acknowledgement for the things I DO accomplish would be nice.
I guess the main problems are that I'm worried about the future and that I'm lonely and because it's easier on my heart to go on the offense than on the defence: I'm annoyed.

SUMMER's OVER

So. Even though I still have a busted computer, I expect to be posting more regularly because summer's over now and I have the time! Wooooohooo!

Happy in the new house.
Looking for a job.
Working on my yard.
Holding my breath to meet baby H.
Still lovin' the Dude.

More details to come! <3